I survived you

I see the picture clear now, the fog has lifted.
The wool you tried to pull over my eyes was clever.
Yeah you're gifted.
But you forgot to dot some I's, and cross some T's along the way.
I'm better now despite you baby.
I'm stronger these days.
Stronger.


I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.

I can look in the mirror now.
It's been a slow awakening.
Haunted by a heart full of you, couldn't help mistaking.
That you could ever care for anyone.
Anyone but yourself. Hey.
But you would have to have a conscience baby.
Good luck I wish you well.


I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.

This heart has been torn in two.
Cut and bruised.
With too many bitter endings.
I'll be damned if I have thoughts of you
Rain on my new beginning.

I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.

I survived the crash.
Survived the burn.
Survived the worst, yeah baby, but I learned.
Survived the lies.
Survived the blues.
Almost killed me, but I survived the truth.
And when you wrote me off like I was doomed.
I survived you.

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?

So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend your cool...

Opening Credits:
True Love's Kiss-- Enchanted Soundtrack

Waking Up:
Downhill from here-- Snow Patrol

First Day At School:
Picture to burn-- Taylor Swift

Falling In Love:
I just called to say I love you-- Leonel Ritchie

Fight Song:
Staple it Together-- Jack Johnson

Breaking Up:
Fallin'-- Braddigan

Prom:
When God made you-- Natalie Grant & Newsong

Life:
Some days you gotta dance-- Dixie Chicks

Mental Breakdown:
Overdue-- The Get up Kids

Driving:
Fall-- Nicole C. Mullen

Flashback:
Long As I Can See The Night-- CCR

Wedding:
Teardrop-- Portishead & Massive Attack

Birth of Child:
Camilo-- State Radio

Final Battle:
Unkown Soldier-- Breaking Benjamin

Death Scene:
Come-- Goo Goo Dolls

Funeral Song:
This Kiss-- Faith hill

End Credit:
Crank that Soldier Boy-- Soulja Boy ft. Twista

HAHA!! i like this!

Give a little Bit

I know that it has been a while since I posted, so i'm going to do a little bit before I settle down and go to sleep. I'm used to being asleep by now and its only ten. Geez! Anyhow, went home this weekend and got some things taken care of. Had to get the car tagged and stuff. Nothing too exciting. Got to talk to Allison a couple of times which is always nice. Haven't talked to Brian in a week or so, so this week we will probably have a nice long talk some time. Hopefully. I've been trying to get with Brittany for the past three weeks but the two of us are always so busy it seems almost impossible, so we'll keep trying.
I'm hoping to secure a job this week at Cato. Its a clothing store. I love the store, its probably my favorite place to shop, so I'm hoping that this week I'll hear from Charlotte! I keep praying that this will work out.
Need to get to the gym soon, start a routine. Once again, keep praying. I'll throw up a picture, haven't had my camera working in a while because the batteries have been dead and every time I go to wal-mart i forget that I need batteries. This weekend I remember. Score
Have a fantastic week guys! Love you!
-in Christ,
~Marisa

A Photo Montage

I miss all of these people SO much!

A Long Hard Road

So, i've slacked A LOT lately! I got out of my routine and now I'm trying to find it. Monday when I get back from PG I'm going at it. Thats the goal. Ok? Hopefully this weekend I can get something started with it. We'll see... keep praying!
-In Christ,
~Marisa

Frustration

I missed yesterday so I'll combine today. I'll add and edit later. *sigh* I almost sluffed on going to the gym yesterday but then at about 7:15 I made myself go down to the gym. I knew that I couldn't miss a day, it wouldn't be good if this early in forming my habit that I didn't go, like planned. So, I got off my lazy rear and went down to the gym. I did about the same as the day before. There were a lot of guys down there last night. *smiles* I'm a girl that doesn't mind working out with guys and you would think that because of my weight that I would mind, psh.... that won't stop me. *laughs*
<<------ I am still that little girl inside, longing to be in the limelight. But that limelight is directed at Jesus now. "I wanna see Jesus lifted high, a banner that flies across this land, that all men may see the truth and know, he is the way to heaven." I love that song and that is what this picture makes me think of. The little girl inside is screaming to come out and play, begging me to make more friends so she doesn't have to sit in her room doing homework all the time, she needs to wind down, have a little fun. :) This weekend, I'll get my fun. *laughs* Ok, so my tangent for the day. I asked my roommate last night that if I fell asleep before her boyfriend called, that when he did call to please take the phone in the hall and talk there. I've asked her to do this several times without success. I thought that if I were more, I don't know, authoritative? then maybe this time she would listen. Wrong. I woke up at one thirty this morning and you guessed it she was on the phone. *sigh* I need my sleep. I told her that. She doesn't get it. So I was awake until three thirty this morning. Today is my busy day. I need to be rested dadgumit. I don't know what to do. Pray. I have been lifting her up in prayer for the last few days, I really don't know what else to do except to keep doing that. I will. I'm cutting the post here, its getting long... -In Christ, ~Marisa

Toughin Up!

Day two in the gym and I pushed myself harder today. I ran on the Elliptical for about 25(ish) minutes. I really like doing that. Its exhilarating! I started a food diary today for my benefit. I just have to be honest on it for it to work. This is gonna work, I know it. Prayer... prayer is the key. I have a test tomorrow at nine and a book report due at one thirty. I've got to get on it, seriously. Ugh, I don't want to. I still have to finish the book. But if I can read the book and write the report tonight then I can take a nice little nap tomorrow. :D The book that I have to finish is called Fresh Wind, Fresh Fire. I actually really like it. Its just reading it instead of doing the many other things that I could be doing, ya know? Eh, whatever. *laughs*
I started to talking again to someone who broke my heart. I think things can get better now. I'm working on be over what happened. I'm working on fixing the relationship, he did apologize, but things are gonna be different. They have to be different. Different, everything is different. Not just that relationship but with a lot of others. This time last year my life was so different and not in a good way either. I had some great friends, this is the truth but also neglected some of the greatest friends. Neglected them for a stinky boy too. But they forgave me luckily. Thanks Allison and Brian. I'm lucky to have them. My mom too. *sigh*
Ok, time to work, dang it!
-In Christ,
~Marisa