I wish I had your strength.

I know that this is partly the major lack of sleep speaking, however, I wish I was a part of your life. Its funny that I want this, I am honestly not even sure why. You have always intrigued me, always drawn me in. Now, in the times that you are usually there, even if for only those three times a year, you are not there. Its interesting, but now you're really happy and you don't want to mess that up, I can certainly understand that. Hmmm. oh to be so happy. Don't get me wrong, I am happy. But as happy as you?

...

A question I know the answer to.

*smiles*
God, take my life...

Its yours.

-Marisa Lynn