Frustration

I missed yesterday so I'll combine today. I'll add and edit later. *sigh* I almost sluffed on going to the gym yesterday but then at about 7:15 I made myself go down to the gym. I knew that I couldn't miss a day, it wouldn't be good if this early in forming my habit that I didn't go, like planned. So, I got off my lazy rear and went down to the gym. I did about the same as the day before. There were a lot of guys down there last night. *smiles* I'm a girl that doesn't mind working out with guys and you would think that because of my weight that I would mind, psh.... that won't stop me. *laughs*
<<------ I am still that little girl inside, longing to be in the limelight. But that limelight is directed at Jesus now. "I wanna see Jesus lifted high, a banner that flies across this land, that all men may see the truth and know, he is the way to heaven." I love that song and that is what this picture makes me think of. The little girl inside is screaming to come out and play, begging me to make more friends so she doesn't have to sit in her room doing homework all the time, she needs to wind down, have a little fun. :) This weekend, I'll get my fun. *laughs* Ok, so my tangent for the day. I asked my roommate last night that if I fell asleep before her boyfriend called, that when he did call to please take the phone in the hall and talk there. I've asked her to do this several times without success. I thought that if I were more, I don't know, authoritative? then maybe this time she would listen. Wrong. I woke up at one thirty this morning and you guessed it she was on the phone. *sigh* I need my sleep. I told her that. She doesn't get it. So I was awake until three thirty this morning. Today is my busy day. I need to be rested dadgumit. I don't know what to do. Pray. I have been lifting her up in prayer for the last few days, I really don't know what else to do except to keep doing that. I will. I'm cutting the post here, its getting long... -In Christ, ~Marisa